Not in my hands

It's a reason why this time around the power is not in my hand to move on.

Someone seems fit so I can. Everytime I am around the urge is not there for me too see you any more. I don't wanke up and wish you was beside me. I don't think about you everyday. I don't look for you too be at my door when there is a knock. I don't look for your calls. But I do pray for ur well being. I pray for you too find happiness. I am finnaly @ the 99% I needed to walk away. I will leave you with my 1%. I hope it does you well. Cause in the end you will always have a part of me if I want to admit it or not. But

The strobborn person sometimes need a steady rock just to walk away. I'm ready to walk away.. With out what I needed. Cause I can't always get what I want. But this is best for me.

I will take this lesson I learned and apply it the the future lover of mine.

Square 1

I seemed to pick the same too guys too find interesting... They guys are usually laid back or straight Dushbags!!!!

So the guy that i am dating now is something different. He has finished college got his degree in business and now going back to school for his masters. He is a gentleman and has a good conversation its not great but it is good. He makes really really corny jokes when he gets awkward. But is a real sweetheart. So I know your probably thinking why dosent she talk to this guy. I don't know why i don't really feel a connection. I mean we have been out on like 3 dates and no kiss or attempt for a kiss. hummmppphhh i dont know.