As I stand here and I look around and take a deep breath
this room tells so many stories and hold so many memories
i quickly exhale
these boxs are so heavy as i pick them up to take them too the car
i look around this piratically bare space
to see the sun is gleaming on the open door way to the closet that held some of my personal belongings
i was drawn to the closet one last time to see if i have something that was left
sitting in dim light on the top shelf was a bear that I once loved so dear
my love bear
this is my first bear
this it self just tells so many stories.
the thoughtfulness that you once had for me.
this is also signals the decline in our love
as i hold the bear in my arms
i feel your embrace
i feel the warmth of your skin
ooohhh how i thought this was going too last
but now as i look at my packed things i start on a new path
these memories is also attached with heart ache
so much pain it lead too many sleepless nights
many pillow soaked nights
ill leave it here with the thought of you.
carrying this will just carry more thoughts that i need too move on from.
i walk away and leave it there.
i shut the door too this thought.
