Please Breathe

*sigh as I close my eyes*
i just get lost in my thoughts
my mind doesn't stop
 faster faster
I cant seem to catch up

Please Breathe
its what i keep telling myself
but i never seem to catch a breath

so i am still thinking and thinking on what to do next
what to say
i am just finding myself in this consent bliss

I squeeze my eyes closer together
i take a deep breath
and try to imagine what will happen if I just give in
if  i give it. i will fell a sense of freedom, and loss of power
vulnerable

shake my head

I squeeze my eyes together
I take a deep breath
and try to imagine what will happen if I hold back
i keep my inner thoughts to myself
then the person you will know will only be a reflection of what you are

MyMindCan'ntStopEverythingIsToghther
SoITellMySelfTo Breathe, Breathe

I slowly start to open my eyes
only to see i am still in a dark room

All I can do is sigh

Magic

As I lay in your arms you turn me around to look me in the eye you tell me how special iam too you then you touch me slowly awwww your sweet lips touch mine i slowly start to loose my mind. it so soft that it will make any ripe peach die i feel the graze of your strong hands grasp my back only thing i could do was melt into your palms you slowly lay me back and climb on top you take your hand and feel to see if iam wet enough for you to go deep enough to penetrate me deeply but this isnt just the ordinary routine. you slow it down and kiss me deeper and want to show u care asking if iam ready as i start to fill i feel my breath leaving my body my chest rise to pure peak i gasp. you lean in and breath the air back into my lungs as deeper and deeper you go the more and more we seem to become one in this moment of time all you feel is the heat that arises from our passion in the night air and the soft sighs of pleasure that we are whispering into each others ear. every stroke seems so passionate , every moan so meaningful, every breath seems to go so deep you hold back as long as you could, as did I but the time as come the mix of our passion comes rushing out and the feel of something magical has been created