Please Breathe

*sigh as I close my eyes*
i just get lost in my thoughts
my mind doesn't stop
 faster faster
I cant seem to catch up

Please Breathe
its what i keep telling myself
but i never seem to catch a breath

so i am still thinking and thinking on what to do next
what to say
i am just finding myself in this consent bliss

I squeeze my eyes closer together
i take a deep breath
and try to imagine what will happen if I just give in
if  i give it. i will fell a sense of freedom, and loss of power
vulnerable

shake my head

I squeeze my eyes together
I take a deep breath
and try to imagine what will happen if I hold back
i keep my inner thoughts to myself
then the person you will know will only be a reflection of what you are

MyMindCan'ntStopEverythingIsToghther
SoITellMySelfTo Breathe, Breathe

I slowly start to open my eyes
only to see i am still in a dark room

All I can do is sigh