confused

I look at you and i see something i cant even explain.
its nothing i can tell you cause you carry so much on your chest. I am so confused cause i want to act on my actions my feelings and thoughts.
I have to be patient and not hold on. Cause if my heart gets into these feelings it is a cause to get hurt. I am not trying to feel that again.
Even though u warned me in the start. I see so much deeper past your pain and your fears. When i stare into your eyes i see so much i get chills.

I hope one day that you can see.
If not it wont cross my lips cause it will be something that will break the camel back