Only time will tell

The saying "If you love someone let them go. If they return to you it was meant to be"

Well i am putting it to the test. I have let this guy go so many times. And he seems to always find his way back even threw all the fighting and the heart ache. The only problem is that when he comes back I don't trust him or his words. I don't believe that he is saying them only for me.

Then at the same time I don't feel anything. Cause I have blocked out a lot of things. If i don't see any action behind it or well the action that i believe that should be behind it I don't really take it too heart. This type of attitude that i have is not good.

Cause i am pre judging before it happens. Even tho i have every reason too. Something like this will only set him up for failure. I am so confused it is crazy cause i still have feelings for him. But i believe if i show him it will make him not want to try as hard to get me back. Then on the other hand that is playing games.

i don't know what to do

only time will tell