Tuesday, February 8, 2011

My ex's

So outb of all the people I have ever dated. I have two ex's that stands out. I mean I would be back with them at a drop of a hat. These two guys that have spun me around and let me too find my own direction.But honestly I think my life is in a better direction because of the things I went threw with them.

My 1st love....& my worst heart break. They set the bar with the type off connection i look for. Which is good and bad. I like the instant connection. I like how we have everything in common under the sun. I like how I feel so comfatable with them that I can open up and say anything. I like how we seem to be like glue from the start. I like the endless conversations. I like the way they.put up with my anger and spoiled ways. I like that they make me there everything. I like how they dont let me go even when I try too run with all my heart. I like they are down for a fight. But manley I like that they are down for me.

I know your problay saying that wow if you had all of that with someone,how did it end? what went wrong? And honestly I do not have an answer for you. These are the only guys I have never cheated on. That I gave my all. These are the guys that I saw my self marrying.
But they both left me for someone else.

They are reason number 2 that I want too study relationships and dating. There are so many questions I dont have an answer too & I dont underatand. So hopefully this will give me the patterns that others have discoverd threw life.
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