Control

Sometimes.....

I want to go in the past and bring up the things that i think that are unfinished.
So i can not have the thoughts of "What could have been"

I always want to give my all.

I know i cant control everything but i want too at least try.

I want to control who can keep my feelings. I want to take them back at will and give them to someone that truly deserves them.

I have control. I feel it between my fingers.

I feel it in my grasp but the harder i clamp down on my dreams,emotions, the more i see them come threw my imperfect hands and fall too the floor like a feather in the wind.