Knowing

me getting close too you is always a physical.

i want too just be close too you in a emotional way.

you see me as the best your ever had.

i see you as the love that i will always aspire too get close too.

so i play your game. thinking i can get a head. i play this game knowing i will get hurt. but just too be in your arms and we be connected is all i need.

well that is what i think. till you are inside and

i want to b inside your mind to tell your mind that i am the one. i am the one that see your for who u are. i am the one that wants you. i am the one that is true.

in your head the blood rushes, the sensation of whats about to happen is going there your head.

in these min as i lay here you are mine as i am yours. In these moments i have nothing too compete with nothing to distract you. Your head is on me and inside of me.
i have won these min.
but in reality i am lost

i am losing a piece of me i wont get back. I am losing my faith in you that i seem that i cant take away. I am losing what makes me me. I am losing cause i am not strong enough too say no and walk away. I am losing cause i have lost so much and i dont want to lose any more. I am losing the tears i cry because i know as soon as this is done.

I am just something that u can wipe away.