Pain

these tears in my eye that i thought dried up along time ago

this sunken feeling in my soul i thought rose along time ago

this pain that i feel i thought healed along time ago


There is an acing in my soul where it will never heal. there is a pressure in my heart that has yet to relive its self.

the memories i thought was gone come back for a brief moment and all the pain and sad days rush back at once.

i gasp because it takes my breath away at the thought of the pain

pain that was so bad all i could do was lay one the floor and hope that no one could see.

pain that burned my eyes because all of the tears as been flowing like a water fall that has finally run dry.

sleepless night cause all i see is the memories that play and play and i just want them to stop so i dnt go to sleep at all.

stomach is in pain and yelling at me to feed me. But its nothing that can feel this emptiness in side that has came.

This is a pain i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
the pain of heart break is worse than a gun shot. With a gun shot you can go to the hospital and get help for this wound. Medicine that takes the pain away until it is healed. A broken heart has no remedy. It has to run its course. And i the end you have no clue how u will be. How your body has reacted to it. You dont even know if your all the way healed.
Cause you don't know what could set you back to day 1.

all i hear is that "it will be ok" Until "ok" is here iam doing not ok.

Tell me when ok comes.

ill be here